icsm@mac.com: love the new photos

me: thanks sensai

good morning

icsm@mac.com: morning

icsm@mac.com: anyway we will talk about your new photos in depth when you get back

Sent at 10:17 AM on Saturday

me: no

now

im k'2d as shit

now.

icsm@mac.com: well ok

me: https://mail.google.com/mail/?ui=2&ik=398271b389&view=att&th=12a92e586520b78a&attid=0.1&disp=inline&realattid=f_gd3yv1d80&zw

icsm@mac.com: I love that you are shooting again, and you color and composition are great

me: gay

ok

keep talking

icsm@mac.com: but I want to know how these shots are getting you to a place closer to knowing your body of work

right now they are curious and cool hipster shots, not art

me: no fucking way'

fuck hipsters

icsm@mac.com: haha

me: they have no talent

wtf

they all suck

at least 100% times as much as me

gay faggot

icsm@mac.com: you are awesome, but these are not art

if you were just going for some cool snaps

then mission accomplished

very cool snaps

playful and fun

me: my moms in a wheelchair right now

and on her paper

that day she chose to draw a bike

and my sister, writes in her journal and draws on taco tuesday.

i caught her writing about me

icsm@mac.com: ok keep going

me: she said, "everyone always loves alyssa.

"

icsm@mac.com: see now THIS is intereting context

keep going

me: then somewhere else it said, "shes just so ..."

i forgot the word

but basically,

i have NEVEERR seen my sister act the way she did when she thought i might have read what she was writing.

it really scared the fuck outta me

just how her eyes started darting around

and she flushed

and was

all weird

icsm@mac.com: wow crazy

me: yeah

this is them on "taco tuesday"

its this thing at at burrito boarder

where tacos are 1

and its in downtown downtown st pete

so they go there

and everyone knows them

icsm@mac.com: interesting

me: and they sit outside

and draw

and write

icsm@mac.com: now this is interesting stuff

me: all evening long

i was there with them for like 5 hours

icsm@mac.com: you know your next project may just be a family project

me: and they invited me

to their special taco tuesday

icsm@mac.com: it could be fing amazing

me: it was awesome

i sat there with my camera

icsm@mac.com: that is great

me: and they wrote and drawed

my whole family is artists

like every mother fucking semi even related to me person

icsm@mac.com: wonderful.

icsm@mac.com: have to make breakfast for the baby

ok I want to see more shots of the fam soon

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Sent at 10:30 AM on Saturday

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-aj

day 81

to change it all up, i want to talk about music today.

im gonna talk about my relationship with music.

and talk about a few things related.

and in the process... you'll see why i'm not a writer...

i love music so much that i can physically FEEL it. when i'm listening to it, i can feel it in my gut and throat. this is why i love dancing. dancing feels so good. hearing a really good song makes me move. in a really funny way too. i just dance how i feel. and i feel pretty funny. oh. and im really personal about music too. like most things i love in my life. and i love a lot of things. i can't like a song if too many people like it.

but back to loving music. god. i just LOOOOVE it. dancing is the shit.

so to share some songs that i love that can really really really make me instantly happy atm...

i have placed that little box to the right. its white and blue and has songs in it.

that is my love list. i might not have my ipod updated, or my cds dowloaded, or my mycomputer/ajflame/music updated.... but my IMEEM is ALWAYS updated. almost daily....if the order of the 'songs i really love atm' changes.

EDIT-----------ADDITION

i started off havig a lot to say about music...but as i started typing i lost it all because i was dancing on the keyboard to music.