these pretentious videos they put to some really cool songs is bothering me. the song is great, but the video just ruins it. it's risky trusting another artist to challenge your own mind's eye. this goes for all video and film related art i guess. like books to movies. when you read a great book and then go see the movie, and the director doesn't even come close to what your own mind envisioned.

"Man's mind, once stretched by a new idea, never regains its original dimensions."

"parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow."

been on a nature kick. shooting portraits. editing videos. hanging with family. excelling in school.

for the past 4 days i've gotten up before my alarm clock and have gotten less than my normal, 8/9 hour night. the first day i didn't like it so much but now i am loving it. the extra time in the morning is very nice. i feel more productive and have more energy. loving it.

battling sickness with strong antibiotics. winning. finishing up my short vid for nerd and the bikini laser tag crew. then on to edit a wonderful blackbird designs and ramblin' rose designs fashion short. all while learning about art in mesopotamia and ancient egypt. finding some amazing new music that i very much adore.

bff.

meal the bf made for me.

phew. finally picked up my laptop battery form my po box and now can continue on. lymph nodes are aching. i had a fever last night and i hope my body burned that sickness off because i am ready to make art today. doing a short fashion film with blackbird and co.

go bolts! very proud.

brewed some chocolate stout last week. it will be a while before it is ready. delicious. it smells like cereal in our house when we brew. the hops are incredible.

the nerdiest, scariest thing happen to me on saturday night. i had a caffeine overdose.

i was catching up with my friend late night over coffee. so excited, and talking a mile a minute, and forgetting i am sensitive to caffeine.

i got home and climbed in bed. stared into my cat's eye and felt my heart pumping harder than it ever had before.

eventually i fell asleep somewhere around 5 am.

the day after i decided i want to start treating my body better (i know -- overdosing on coffee is really hardcore).

i was raised really healthy by my mother and grandmother taking stuff from chlorophyll to silver to elderberry. there is a tried a true one. elderberry. go get some. the next time you start to feel sick, take some asap. you're cold will stop immediately.

women's dong quai tonic

cucumber, tomato, cottage cheese, salt, pepper

map in krishna house

sugar water the bees are feasting on